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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
im glad that its cleared and not exactly what i thot...sometimes actions of the person tells one thing and the intention of the person tells another thing...well, i was too concerned with ______ but each of us are getting too busy these days as times are flying too fast...sometimes i wonder is it good or bad? i just hope that all of us have the chance to cherish every moment of our lives so that we dont have to sigh or regret before we leave the world. the only thing i hate about people is that they take advantage of the person for being too kind and probably naive to certain extend. having a friend of being so called true to one another and showing care and concern should not be an object of that person who can be bullied, taking advantage and use and then dump that person after that. i believe that such people have to face their own music when another person does the same thing exactly and will feel it by themself. well, i just happen to see the reality of people who does that and i just sigh and dont understand them why would they do this...
i hope none of my friends are like that and i believe that i had such wonderful friends and will always remember the times spent with each of them. probably i may have some clouds blocking in my memory of what i did...hey u cant expect me to remember each and every of it! grrrr.....
i had alot of frustrating encounters in the past few days...like finding something in some place for like one big round and wonder which idiot play trick with me first it was not there and when second party search around for it...how on earth did the second party found it so easily...seriosly it wasnt there when i was searching for it then tell me did it turn invisible?...i was so mad and i kept quiet but the moment i open my mouth...that's it! curse and swear that person if i find out who...its crazy u know searching for like more than hundereds of it! took me for than 40 mins okay! no one will want to do this!!! arrg!!!! i need osim massage chair!!! wahahaa... if only i can close my eyes and tell me where it is located then i can just walk and take it and not to take the trouble to search high and low!
i guess these days i find myself like i shut my eyes when i go to bed and when i open my eyes in the morning, i felt i slept only a while ago...what the heck is this!!! i feel like sleeping again..sleep in the train and woke up when i had board off the train but realised that some ppl look horified maybe the way i sleep maybe too tired...the funny thing is i woke up exactly where im supposed to board off..funny/wierd me! otherwise i would wake up and see the MRT guy saying its time to get out of the train....or whatever...lol...
i shall post the next blog again next time...hope the sad days shall be over...sigh...when im sad i should get some nice ice cream to cool down....remembered the days when my friend bought me an ice cream when i was totally upset coz she knew i love ice cream like crazy....haha...gosh i should stop here otherwise the reader will end up sleeping with the computer!!!! sayonara!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
just confused as to what is happening. i am very happy with those i am with them but somehow i am always end up very disappointed. why cant they realise that day by day i am being left behind? i just want like close buddies and not end up having problems with one another...tell me what is the reason for leaving me alone and at times walk past me ignoring me? at times you all have showed me concern help me out but before i want to forget about the bitter moments, new problem arise...i felt im treated as im being kicked out...which i hate it. when i dont interfere, i am being questioned why im so quiet but failed to realise how they treated me. was unhappy for the past few days but i gave chances to find out if i misunderstood them but today i felt it and was very disappointed. anyways who cares...the best of all, no matter how close ur friend is, they will forget u and leave u alone. but somehow i felt that i should be patient and find out why is this happening. just felt that no matter how nice u are towards others, they will take u for granted and treat u like a dust...when u are bad towards others, they will point fingers at u...
